i have learned while wearing Master's collar just how sensitive i am and can be at times.
But tonight while laying in bed i asked Master a question that apparently i've asked a few times before, but, i honestly don't recall ever getting a straight answer so i asked again.
Master verbally scolded me for asking Him that question so many times and turned away from me.
This hurt my feelings because, i feel as if sometimes He doesn't listen to O/our day to day conversations over little shit. i'm always reminding Him of conversations W/we've previously had because He always forgets. i'm not saying it's always like that.
i don't fault Him for it; i've just chalked it up to it being what it is.
Sometimes i do feel like He just tunes me out because He doesn't want to engage in conversation. i'll move onto another topic and He will "uh huh, uh huh, uh huh" me and later when He brings it up He doesn't remember U/us having a conversation W/we had until i remind Him what He said.
So tonight i asked about travel plans He has and was scolded for asking that question again. i don't recall that question ever being asked, but if i forgot, i apologize.
It hurts me because what seems like everyday to me is that W/we're having conversations that He doesn't remember U/us having.
The one time i do something He always does and i'm the bad guy?!?!
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