Last night i received my third punishment and was later told it was only punishment number two. Master and i spoke about it a bit and He corrected me and told me that He had only given me two punishment rapings.
Several years ago, an employer had me take the Myers-Briggs personality survey. i don't remember what my type was but the one glaring thing the survey concluded about me is that i can admit when i'm wrong, but, if i know deep down that i'm right, i'll go back and find the evidence and then bury the person with the facts.
i need to tread lightly here... i've actually had two previous punishments as documented in the December 18th post "Ouchies" and the December 25th post "Double Feature". After last night's punishment, i should be down to four.
Not sure how this is going to go when Master comes home. i know He checks the blog everyday and wonder how this will go over. Maybe He'll decide that He is still right and that the punishment count stands at five? That's His prerogative. He's in charge.
Judgement values are another unique element to O/our own relationship. i was previously trained by others that slaves are always in the wrong, even if they are technically right, slaves are always in the wrong.
This isn't the case with Master and i. When i'm right, Master will say so. This has taken some getting use to as it is now a mentality that i'm use to. i'm also not use to having my Master apologize to me when He feels He has wronged me.
Different relationships have different dynamics. My Master has different perspectives on how Master/slave relationships work and i'm very grateful to be serving a Man who recognizes that O/our relationship is a two way street.
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