Double Feature

Master and i have been enjoying a great deal of quality time together.

W/we have expressed to each that W/we love each other. This is significant to me because O/our relationship has a romantic dynamic to it and that's not always the case in Master/slave relationships. It's what works for U/us and W/we enjoy it very much.

Last night Master took me to see the new Hobbit movie in 3D.

i'm not a sci-fi guy at all. Not a fan of the genre as a whole. i was actually dreading to see the movie as it was long in duration, two hours and forty minutes.

But once W/we got settled in at the theater, i realized that this was an aspect of my service to Him that i needed to improve on. Prior to going to the movie, i was all in my head about how much i didn't want to go see this film. As W/we settled in at the theater, i realized that going to see this movie wasn't about me and it was about providing service to meet Master's wants and needs. Once i realized this, i actually enjoyed the movie.

Master didn't explain to me anything about the movie or it's characters so it took a good thirty minutes for me to grasp what was taking place as the movie is a sequel.

During the movie, Master and i both were a bit handsy with one another and there were a couple of times that He wanted to play with my cock and balls, and as a good slave would do, i spread my legs for Him so He could do as He pleased.

At the completion of the movie Master told me i received a gold star for being there with Him.

W/we came home and had holiday coffee and ice cream.

When W/we went to bed, i initiated play time.

That's something unique to O/our dynamic. As His slave, i can kiss Him or initiate sex at any time. Just because i initiate sex doesn't mean that He will want to play. Also, when i initiate sex, there is no guarantee that i will be allowed to orgasm.

Master was nice last night in that He used lube to fuck me. W/we cuddled for a bit afterwards before going to bed.

W/we woke up this morning and Master doled out raping number two of the seven that i will receive for beating off seven times while He was out of town a couple of weeks ago.

Something happened during the raping that has never happened to me before. i entered into a new dimension of sorts into my head space. Usually when i'm in subspace, i am extremely verbal and tend to top from the bottom. i usually beg for Him to breed me and can be quite aggressive while pleasing Him at the same time. i also tend to tell Master how much pain i'm in even though He doesn't care in the moment.

The head space that i entered this morning was more of a utopia of sorts. i was in a lot of pain as Master tried a couple of new positions. While in this head space, i was unable to speak. i was moaning and groaning a lot, but i could not put together a coherent sentence if i tried. i was in a relaxed state despite the pain i was receiving and for the first time with Master, i truly felt like just an object, just a hole He was using to pleasure Himself. it was an amazing head rush to experience this and i am grateful for not only the punishment but also the opportunity to take this new path with Him.