This Past Weekend

This past weekend was full of ups and downs for me. Master and i had O/our disagreement on a few things that i publicly aired here on Friday morning. 

When Master came home from a work function on Friday night, i knew W/we'd be communicating about what went down prior to Him leaving for work. 

Fortunately as fate would have it, i would befriend a local gay slave who is close to my age and he serves a Sir 24/7 just a year shy of my Master's age. 

slave ai, as i will refer to him, and i spent most of Friday morning conversing over text messaging before moving to a series of phone calls in the afternoon. we discovered that we have a great deal of things in common in our own relationships. we have similar viewpoints on many Master/slave theories and scenarios, and it was quite refreshing to be able to communicate my frustrations to someone who has been living the life as a slave much longer than i have. slave ai has more years in his current relationship than i have in the two 24/7 Master/slave relationships i've had in my life. 

Master would eventually come home and i had dinner already prepared and was finishing up my evening routine. i finished showering and my scheduled cleanliness tasks. As i came out to clean up from dinner, Master grabbed me by hand and escorted me to the couch and told me to sit on the couch, a rare treat as i'm not allowed on the couch in His presence. 

W/we spoke for nearly an hour and a half and set the record straight. W/we re-examined most of the wants/needs/expectations dialogue that W/we had discussed prior to me moving to Indy. W/we found solutions to both of O/our frustrations and i genuinely feel that O/our relationship, O/our bond became so much stronger because of this conversation. 

Following the conversation, i finished cleaning up from dinner and then W/we headed to bed. Master then allowed me to eat His ass until i shot a load, which He would eventually force me to consume. My biggest frustration in the first three weeks of O/our relationship was that i felt that my sexual needs were not being met in the slightest so Master made sure that i was fulfilled by the end of the evening. W/we spoke in great detail about O/our understandings and perceptions of previous attempts of communication to rectify both of O/our wants and needs and there was obviously a disconnect on both sides of the relationship. 

But W/we got it all worked out and things are going very well. 

Saturday morning was a slight step back, but only in my mind. my kinky friends that i've shared this blog with will chuckle when i admit that i can be a bit melodramatic. On Saturday mornings, Master sleeps in an extra fifteen minutes as He does not have weekday rush hour traffic to contend with as He drives to work. On Saturday, Master overslept as He was out of town the prior weekend and forgot to turn his Saturday morning alarm back on. As a good slave set in a morning routine, there is a rough time frame that i am allowed to sleep in as Master gets in the shower and tends to His morning things that He does not need my assistance with. Needless to say my alarm for getting up to begin my morning service to Him went off and i noticed Master was still asleep next to me. i woke Him up and got Him going and thought i hit snooze on my cell phone, but, i actually turned it off and fell back to sleep. Master got out of the shower and His coffee was not prepared because His slave was asleep in bed. 

Master came into O/our bedroom and muttered something about His coffee and i had an "oh shit" moment. Turns out Master wasn't as upset as i interpreted He was and with this being the morning after O/our long conversation, He reassured me that the whole morning was off from the get go and not dwell on it. 

After the exhausting conversation that was Friday night, Master told me that Saturday could more less be an off day for me. i had completed all of my tasks for the apartment from the week but i still had to do the grocery shopping for the week and of course go to the gym here at O/our apartment. i would see Master off to work and went back to bed and slept until 2pm. i was out cold. As i've mentioned, i've really had a great deal of difficulty getting to sleep since i've been here to Indy. Master didn't want me to go back to sleep on Saturday but i asked Him if i could and He allowed me to. i got up, went to the gym, then hit Walmart for groceries, came home unpacked, and took care of my back door cleanliness in the event that Master wanted to use my body for His pleasure. 

Master came home, W/we set a game plan for the night as W/we were going out in a gay environment for the first time since i moved here. Master laid down for a nap, i cooked dinner, and W/we watched a couple episodes of Game Show Network's new show "The Chase".

Master and i don't have much in common in terms of what W/we watch on television or even films. Since Master owns me, literally, He gets His way nine times out of ten when it comes to television programming. He has given me the remote to pick a show of my choosing for my own enjoyment and i still seek permission to watch something that W/we both might enjoy. "The Chase" is one of those shows that W/we both can watch and enjoy spending quiet time together. 

W/we got all prettied up and headed out to the 501 Tavern, which is also considered to be the Indianapolis Eagle, a leather/levi bar that caters to a gay men. i had gone to the 501 the weekend before and met a lot of really great people. But on this past Saturday the younger crowd never showed up and it was kind of a shit show in terms of crowd. The crowd was no where near as packed as the weekend before and the average age of the patrons had to be in their 50's. W/we had a few drinks and called it a night. 

One of the take a ways from Saturday night was Master showing His dominance over me. Usually when W/we go anywhere i can wear whatever i choose provided i do not wear underwear, deodorant, or cologne. i still ask Master if it's okay to wear a certain outfit on any given day and Saturday night was the first night He didn't allow me to wear exactly what i wanted. i wanted to wear the yellow Timoteo jock that He bought for me a couple of weeks ago and i wound up wearing my Hello Kitty panties. As O/our night would go on, Master would pull the the waist line of the panties so the frilly lacey material could be shown. i asked permission to go to the bathroom, Master granted me that ability, and when i returned, i had tucked my tee shirt into my Hello Kitty panties and the fact that i was truly wearing panties for Master's pleasure was no longer subtle. 

Master isn't a huge bar guy and the gay bars is where i've made the majority, if not all of my gay friends in my life. Eleven years separate Master and i so W/we have two different and distinctive gay upbringings. i graduated high school in 1998 and that was about the time that "everybody" was getting onto the World Wide Web. My early days as a young gay were spent in AOL chat rooms meeting guys online and then meeting them out in a bar or club in Washington, D.C. Master admitted that He never was a gay bar type but He still had fun. 

i think for New Years Eve W/we're going to hit a gay owned and operated sushi bar in Indy before winding up at the 501 for the evening's celebration. 

Sunday we had established plans to travel to Cincinnati to go to IKEA and find some furniture pieces that W/we need for the apartment. Master was looking for an entertainment center as well as a piece of furniture for my clothes. my clothes are currently sitting in a card board box in a very unorganized fashion. W/we found both pieces but IKEA didn't have to right drawers to go into the entertainment center so W/we wound up with just a dresser that i'm going to attempt to put together later today. 

Master did something HUGE for me traveling both ways to Cincinnati. He made me wear a pair of leather wrist restraints for the duration of the two hour car ride as well as a spandex hood. The hood allows me to only see light but not actual objects. my car seat was lowered so other passengers in other vehicles couldn't see that i was hooded as well as cuffed. Master along the way undid my belt, opened up my jeans, and exposed my bare cock and balls for the ride. Along the way He would caress my cock and balls as i was restrained and couldn't see anything other than light through the spandex hood. 

O/our first stop was at Hustler Hollywood, a large adult toy store. i was hoping Master would find a chastity device to lock me up in but at this particular store they did not allow customers to try on products nor were returns allowed. Part of O/our dilemma with finding a chastity device for me is that my scrotum is huge. Literally, i had bull sized testicles and a lot of additional skin on my scrotum. i don't fit cock rings with a diameter of two inches. Master purchased an expandable cock ring that can be expanded up 2.30" and that didn't fit. So as it turns out, it doesn't appear that there is a chastity device on the market that will fit. 

i'm a bit disappointed in this because it means that W/we'll have to have a custom device made and chastity is an area of curiosity for both Master and myself. Instead of getting a device for Christmas, it looks like i'm going to have to wait a lot longer to fulfill this fantasy and this dream (being made to wear a chastity device for the long term). 

W/we had a great meal on the way home at Steak N Shake and i would fall asleep while cuffed and hooded in the car. 

All in all, a great weekend, and i am madly in love with Master.