W/we spent the first day getting reacquainted and taking it easy. Master took me out for a nice dinner to a restaurant within walking distance from O/our home. On the way, i had made a comment that W/we were going out on O/our "second first date". During dinner, Master had me nearly in tears going through the details of the mental breakdown. Dinner was also the first time since September 2002 that i wore a chain collar out in public. i felt like everyone in the restaurant was looking at me and that felt a bit uncomfortable. i've become more comfortable since that first night with wearing my collar in public.
At the conclusion of the first day, i had been awake for 46 of the past 52 hours. Master and i had plans first thing on Monday the 2nd but He allowed me to sleep instead. And sleep i did... fourteen consecutive hours. The drive to Indianapolis was literally the biggest thing i had done in four weeks.
Master returned to work on Tuesday and left a list of chores for me to complete. He started training with creating a routine for me in the morning. He's kept this routine since.
Wednesday was a rough day for me. It was a family members birthday and a phone call home was in order. This particular family member was the family member that triggered the mental breakdown. After the call home, i was unmotivated and did not complete any of my chores. i spent the day doing things on my terms and doing what was best for me, and i was totally in the wrong.
When Master came home from work and found out that i did not complete the chores He assigned for me, He was disappointed. i received a stern lecture on my responsibilities and my focus on Him and not myself. i was embarrassed and ashamed, and He was right.
The rest of the week is kind of a blur. i spent the rest of the week in O/our apartment doing chores and striving to be a more obedient slave. W/we live in a small one bedroom apartment that is tight for two people to live in. When i arrived, i knew one of my major tasks was to better organize the apartment as Master had just moved here a few months ago and had only unpacked the essentials. i spent the rest of the week setting up the Christmas tree and making the apartment more livable.
One of the tasks that i was given was to reorganize the bedroom which consisted of a handful of boxes and other items that i doubt had been touched since He first moved in. i needed to find a home within the apartment for all of this stuff and there was literally no place to put anything. The apartment itself almost is a half circle in shape. In the bedroom Master has a book shelf that was at the far end of the apartment and where the wall meets the windows there is a ledge that creates a 45 degree angle with the wall. i decided to move the book shelf away from this corner which allowed me to stack the boxes and put the miscellaneous items behind the boxes in a neatly arranged stack.
Master was so impressed with the completion of this task that He rewarded me with a play scene of my choosing. i asked for the scene and He allowed it to happen.
One of the tasks that i was given was to reorganize the bedroom which consisted of a handful of boxes and other items that i doubt had been touched since He first moved in. i needed to find a home within the apartment for all of this stuff and there was literally no place to put anything. The apartment itself almost is a half circle in shape. In the bedroom Master has a book shelf that was at the far end of the apartment and where the wall meets the windows there is a ledge that creates a 45 degree angle with the wall. i decided to move the book shelf away from this corner which allowed me to stack the boxes and put the miscellaneous items behind the boxes in a neatly arranged stack.
Master was so impressed with the completion of this task that He rewarded me with a play scene of my choosing. i asked for the scene and He allowed it to happen.
On Sunday the 8th, W/we engaged in the scene that i requested.
my biggest fetish is bondage. Bondage doesn't do much for Master so i was grateful and appreciative of the opportunity to serve Him while being completely immobilized.
i'm going to go on record and state that Master fucks me like a Champ. i've told Him this. Its funny how things work out. Prior to meeting Master in 2008, i hadn't bottomed since 2005, and after W/we met, i hadn't bottomed again at all. i LOVE being fucked by Master. He's an excellent top when it comes to anal sex.
Went spent the rest of the day, Sunday the 8th, touring the Indianapolis area. W/we started with breakfast at IHOP and i was allowed to suggest what food i was going to consume for breakfast. One of the controls that Master has over me early in this relationship is the ability and control to order meals for me when W/we're out at restaurants. i was able to order the style of pancakes i wanted and He chose the rest of the breakfast for me. i took a little pleasure when O/our server approached the table, noticed the collar, and a moment of awkwardness occurred. She appeared to be a bit uncomfortable when she approached the table.
After breakfast Master took me on a driving tour of Indianapolis and showed me routes that He had learned. W/we found some gay establishments downtown and even did a little shopping in an area of the city known as Broad Ripple. Broad Ripple is an avenue of sorts that has different kinds of boutique-y shops. Master took me to a store called Tool Box (www.toolboxindy.com). i was secretly dreading going to any place called Tool Box as i assumed that it was a store with home improvement type stuff, and i thought "oh great, more crap to find a home for". But again, i was WRONG! Tool Box is an underwear store that caters towards men. Gay owned and operated.
Master had me try on several pairs of jocks, manties, and undies. i shocked Master when i first exited the dressing room wearing nothing but my collar and a Timoteo jock brief. my ass was hanging out and i had no problem being damn near naked in front of the owner of the shop and another customer in the store. i have wanted a Timoteo jock since they first came out a few years ago. But the problem has been that Timoteo doesn't make things in XXL. Well fortunately for me, i've lost a considerable amount of weight since June and i was able to fit in the waist into one of these jocks. Master wound up getting me this jock (yellow... mmm yellow) and a pair of Andrew Christian briefs that elegantly expose my butt.
Following shopping, Master showed me the area that we live in a little bit better and W/we found a cigar bar about a half mile from the apartment. i'm an avid cigar smoker. i smoke cigars to relax and is not a fetish. i spent a few minutes in the humidor looking at the product and the prices and Master eventually would offer to stay and enjoy a glass of wine while i smoked a cigar. i was so happy Master allowed me to smoke a cigar. During the two and a half hours that W/we were there, W/we cleared up a miscommunication that occurred when W/we were speaking over Yahoo Messenger. i had thought Master stated that my ability to smoke cigars would be phased out when His intent was that i wouldn't be smoking cigars every day as i was when i was a free unowned man.
W/we went to dinner following the cigar bar. W/we went to a Mongolian grill and Master didn't have to order for me because it was a buffet style restaurant.
The first week had it's ups and downs and overall it was a great week.
i started the week focusing more on my own wants and needs and turned that around by the end of the week. Everything that i do now has Master's best interests in mind.
Monday morning i sent Master an email thanking Him for a wonderful Sunday. Master was aware prior to my arrival that i tend to be clingy when it comes to relationships and it was in this email that i admitted to Him that i was "attached". i'm looking forward to the coming days, weeks, months, and hopefully years of service to Him and the journey that lies ahead.
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